Sweet Poison

Life changes with every tic of clock. we met many people, interact with them and get attached. From many people we meet, there are only few or single person to whom we want to talk and talk. They both came close, and they expect more and more from each other. With passage of time as the time consumes the Love become Lust and one person let you GO from their life slowly.

That moment you feel suffocation as you have been injected “Sweet Poison”.

Fact and Truth: Expectations

What I have done ! I should not have told her. But how can I deceive myself? In life majority of times we speak lies to overself, its FACT. I hate to speak lies. To be myself I told her I just fell for you and I can’t be just friend.

She is tempting, always attracting, I have found light in her. Every action of her is beautiful, she seems flawless with blemishes.  All She need is a mentor, a sculpture for her inner realm.

She knows many things about love but didn’t get much love. She is crazy, insane, blunt, which has made her life miserable.

The fact is I really fell for her, I am getting used to her. Why she resides in my heart and in my mind, by knowing the fact that she is not in my fate?

My heart is saddened, beat is slowed, I can’t do this anymore.

ONE DAY, I asked her for LOVE and she said she don’t have enough courage inside her to get hurt again and again. I get shocked when she asked from me” What I want from her?”. All i want is to make her believe in love. I want to tell her the TRUTH about the soulful feelings i get when i am with her.

She is more than a friend.

With some conflicts and bargaining she become my half-girlfriend.  I insisted her to be, she said she too feel for me.

I have to figure it out the difference between FACT and TRUTH.
Daily post “Fact”

Pretty Lies

There is no such thing which make her “slut”. I protest and asked her to never to use this word ever again. If I am in her place I will definitely make things more gravely than her.

“And I am not going to hate her for what she has done in past” my heart chant these lines again and again.

When you fell for someone for what she really is, everything about her become beautiful. She told me truth, she is courageous and brave.

Sometime I looked at her and thought why I met her? Why I become so indulge in her. The fragrance of her hair, the breath she takes, the crazy laugh , the smile from ear to ear and her vigorous looks all are dominated over me.

The affinity with her is more clear then crystal, more intense then light, deep like ocean, and vast as universe.

I guess I fell for HER. It is like every inch of your body, every breath you take, every minute you smile, every second in which you blink, every word you said, and every colour you like is mine. Everything of her fascinates me encouraged me to love HER.

“Our relationship may have many beginnings but it has no ending” I wish

 

Love and Sufferings

When you turn the pages of past it sometimes make you happy, sometime make you sad, and sometime makes you realize how much crazy, insane, idiot, immature, unaware, and ignorant you were. The thoughts always make us realize what we have done or someone make you to do that. It’s annoying, haunting, and unforgettable.

She said “I have an advice not to love a girl who doesn’t have feeling, who doesn’t have heart, who is just a piece of flesh. Taking just breathe”.

She blame love for all the suffering in her life. GOSH! Long story, Old story, and Same Story!

She think a lot and I know what she thinks is rubbish. Everyone has committed mistakes in their lives, we don’t need to ruminate about them, but we can learn from them and try not to make such mistake again.

How a heart broken girl can rejoice the real essence of love from her better half when she thinks a lot about her past. In last they both will suffer.

“There is saying “our negative thoughts hurts more than real situation”

Love in Beginning

I did’t realize when the gap between us vanished. Fate always show new things. Every day is new miracle. The person you met, talk and with whom you eat, drink sometimes get more attached. Sometime it feels like life is beautiful. The swing in mood, situation impose great impression about person’s personality.

A soul asked me “is it okay to watch lunar eclipse?” At that moment I was shocked what to tell her. Questions in my mind were moving, and wangling. Does she believe in science? If not then why she doesn’t believe in it? Why she always resides in her fairyland. A land of desires where she finds her prince. But unable to see the affection…..

What is love to her? What love means to us? Do I really believe in love? Why our people don’t propose at all? There is saying “A person who propose a girl on mountain has no level”. (Geography=Terrain)

Affection and attachment is a bad thing. If there is love, I think it should be one-sided. At least one will be saved from all the sufferings. Attachment with a person whom you respect, do care is like pain from steam. The pain of steam is much more dangerous than boiling water.

Thought of bad circumstances creates more intense situation then the real situation.

The first time I have become so conscious. I have been humorous, which I am not. But I always remain happy. Sometime the past hurts and that’s bad thing.

Love should not care what outside it should take what inside (Heart). It should be without any reason, as it should be unconditional. Love should be harmless. It is like getting attracted towards the MOON.

For me she is a moon